Why do u love me? 

Officially being a couple I wanted to know why you liked me so much, that was my last day of trip and after preparing my suitcase I spent all morning chatting with you, my best friend and my love. Suddenly we started talking about the future, about changes in our body and you said that if I was thin or fat you´re still gonna love me that u just want me healthy and happy, finally that´s the most important I think, because our love is not based on physical beauty since we met through a screen, were only our feelings that made us fall in love and that's the most beautiful of our love.

You know what? I think I am gonna keep loving you even without hair and fatty, and since you like soft things you can keep hugging me in the future and sleeping on my tummy ;)

One of the things I like most about you is that in your eyes I'm the most beautiful, as you say I am an angel who fell from heaven to make you happy, and as I told you for me there are not two like you, you are unique and special in every part of your being, so attractive and charming as only you can be, my boy man, muack...

Also I did not know that you would become a fan of my father, flattering him so much saying that he is your superstar hahaha..and you say that when you know you're gonna talk a lot with him about me and my childhood, what a shame I think, but who can stop you when u wanna do something right?

I remember also our first fight, when u call me kid cause I´m naive maybe casue I don´t have experience in love like you so that´s why I was very angry that night, I don´t wanna feel that u are treating me as a kid, I am a woman in every sense from head to toe, but that was just the beggining of our love, many argues and fights for stupid things, because this is love, discuss and reconcile with kisses and I love you, we cling to love making it stronger, because when there is love everything is possible yet, there is still hope.

Happy Birthday

A special day for me arrived, plus it was my birthday soon it would have another meaning, when I opened my eyes you wished me a happy birthday although there was no cake, gifts or money. I was happy because I had the persons that I love the most with me and one of them is you.

We spent all morning chatting, laughing, joking and planning things for when we meet for the first time, as always you began to ask words in Spanish and I translated them. You said that you liked your English teacher when you were studying and now you love your Spanish teacher who is your girlfriend, I was amazed at about what you said and I wondered when he asked me to be his girlfriend? but you told me that maybe you misunderstood my words "Te quiero" and to forget about it but I didn´t want pass up this opportunity because it was the first time that you told me what was you really wanted so I asked u to keep talking about it.

It was like music to my ears finally hear you say "I want you to be my girlfriend, I wanna try my best to get us together although it's hard" at that time I wanted cry for all the emotions contained in my chest and in my stomach like butterflies and adrenaline when you fall from a slide but this time those were stronger than ever for all this what came out of my mouth was thank you, thank you for coming into my life, thank you for making me smile, thank you for being my best friend, my confidant and now my boyfriend, Te amo....

Although you were nervous that I could tell you no you had some confidence in you but I asked you: remember what u told me? that u don't believe in long distance relationship? and you said: Remember I'm a babo? U leave me no options, my heart is taken away I have no choice and I'm ur prisoner now. I spent the best birthday of my life, now we have a long way but together we will do everything necessary to make our dream come true!!!

A trip

 When I told you that I would travel the first thing you asked me was... with who? xD I realized that you were jealous when I told you that I would go with a guy hahaha..poor babito

I thought it´s normal because you like me then I just tried to calm your jealousy telling you the truth, it had passed many weeks that I didn´t see my sister and I missed her, like a father with many love you asked me to keep myself warm and take care of me and you began to find out how it was the city that I would travel, I never met a guy so interested in my activities like you.

I remember that one of your nights before my trip was the first time you sang me a song, I didn´t know that you sang so well until then maybe because I liked your voice or song but I wanted to hear you sing again. and that you just sing for me all your songs from then on.

When I was traveling I had many things in mind I felt that this trip would bring many new things in my life, I was one day unable to contact you and my mood wasn´t good I missed you a lot and I wanted to talk with you. until the next when finally I could contact you, you had sent me many messages crying, complaining, thinking I had forgotten you and that I didn´t wanna talk with you anymore, I started to laugh because you seemed a resentful child and I wanted to calm your concern immediately also I was dying to talk to you but I didn´t tell you that.

My days exploring Ancash became more attractive because every morning you were with me and wake me up with  Is my baby awake? You do not know how I felt with that words, very loved...
although I really enjoyed my trip I wanted to go home soon and see you on skype and because you always were asking what day I would comeback, It was as if when I comeback at home you would be waiting for me with open arms.
Fortunately the days passed quickly and came Friday....

Awaken 

The following days were happier than the first at his side, always trying to stay awake to talk with me, you told me you liked to talk a lot with me that could stop sleeping just to stay longer talking with me.

You became my best friend telling me many things about your life that only a good friend deserve to know because we had become so close that I also decided to trust you many parts of my life that nobody knew just you. Like a little girl I opened my eyes when you said something interesting and laughing with your nonsense, and I was the first who heard your laugh although you said that everyone thinks it sounds silly I thought it was one of the most beautiful and contagious laughs that I ever heard xD.

Although you felt sad cause you couldn´t hear my laugh I was happy because that was soon to change, every day you spoke to me with love maybe I didn´t see your eyes, but I knew that sparkled every time you talked me, How do I know? Cause I know you.

Until came the day when you gave me a hint about what you felt, "don´t make me love you" you said, and I didn´t know what to say, just a hahaha came out of my mouth, I thought you were kidding cause I do not even thought that you could get to love me, so I let it go. But your persistence made me wake up, thanks to you cause when you mentioned the word "love" my heart started to beat very fast and I wanted cry, many emotions ran through my body from the inside out and my breathing sped up. at that time I had opened my eyes and my heart you showed it to me, it was full of you and I had not realized, I was the babo in that time. 

"Te quiero" has many meanings I left you that night thinking what means, it was the shy way to let you know that I also felt something for you, good night babito I thought.

 Sad Day?

And on a normal day everything can change, a sad day when the person that you like can hurt    you suddenly you feel that a "hello" changed everything, the way that I met you can be silly but I also believe that love has many forms, different colors and sensations.

watching the picture of new new melted me, but also I knew the guy behind that picture was even more beautiful. Your words were hard when I told you about my old love, who could have a long distance relationship? that's impossible! you told me. I felt sorry because I realized that your heart was hurt, but even knowing what you thought I wanted to continue knowing you.

Cheerful, fun, interesting, talkative, warm, all these words went through my mind and the days around you made you keep in a corner of my heart =D.

 When I met you I felt your enthusiasm, like a child happy to have found a candy, you kept talking about my eyes "big beautiful eyes", but why? why suddenly you disappeared? I did not realize your importance in my life until that day. Sending you messages like where are you? why don't you answer me? if you do not wanna talk with me at least say goodbye, your answer was sad and disturbing even if you gave me a reason I felt that u didn´t like to talk with me.

So I decided to stop talking with you, give you time to think and feel better if something bad happened in your life. But spent two or three weeks and you did not talk with me.

One night I couldn´t sleep and was very stressed I wanted cry because also I missed you, being honest I was who wrote again to you, perhaps it had to happen so then you realized how much I wanted you back.

Feel you back in my life changed something inside me, I knew you wouldn´t go again and I had found my best friend.