And the time passes very fast, we almost have 5 months "together" in our way. Only one more year and my baby is gonna be here, and we can make true many of our dreams together =D
I´m waiting for that moment with all my heart, even when I feel nervous, it´s more my happiness and my anxiety to see him and feel his warm hug.
The last days we argued much cause I took his advices in a wrong way and cause maybe I never expected him to tell me all this serious things about my future and tell me my defects cause I thought in his eyes I was perfect, but that is not true nobody is perfect. I made him lost his patience with me and tell me that is tired to try to explain me the things, I know I need to mature and soon, he loves my sweetness and innocence but I know he doesn´t wanna marry with a kid, also after talk with my best friend I knew he was right and all his intention was give me a good advice for my future life.
He told me I´m perfect for him but in this working world I need to be 100% perfect to compete and find a good job, which I love to do and I´m good, finally mi amor my intention never was argue with you, this happens only sometimes and I think is not bad cause all couples have argue, but the difference is that we can´t separated more than one day, and we always learn a good lesson that make us grow up as persons. Tomorrow is christmas eve and my baby wanna spend it with me learning about my tradition and my family, maybe we are not together this special night sweetie, but I´m gonna pray to baby jesus to gives me the best gift in the next year, and that we can keep together more more more time....I know this gonna be a special christmas eve cause my baby is gonna be with me like always in the dinstance, I just keep having faith :) Merry Christmas mi amor!!!!
