The Day Is Coming 
Finally the day has come after more than two years my baby is about to come, he spent many thing to get the visa cause this will be his first travel abroad, he went to the Peruvian embassy in Beijing and he was kind of confused and worried cause all the files he needed to take to the embassy and he stayed in Beijing more than two weeks after feel stressed and worried we fought once cause he told me about the money and those things that made us anger but when we fought I stopped it and told him that we shouldn't lose our hope even if we can't have a big wedding like I wanted doesn't matter cause the important is that he can come to see me and that we can be together after all this time. We kept in touch frequently and finally when they called to embassy again they told him that his visa was ready and he didn't even need an interview 😀 ohhhh I was so happy when he called me to tell me that finally he got the visa we cried a little cause this moment realizing that the day is nearby each day 😍

AWAKE

it's 3:32 am and I can't sleep, I don't know why but I'm not enjoying my vacations as I thought soon my life is gonna change or maybe not. 

It's been a year since I didn't type nothing new it's just that I didn't have time, I've been working hard since the 2016 and all days coming back late and tired my mind was somewhere else. The day I was waiting for is coming cause soon my babito will be here ☺ 

I've been waiting for this year so much for almost three years and now a mix of emotions inside of me makes me feel nervous, anxious and stressed. 

He wanna marry me and I want it too but I can't help my mind to think many times what if he's not the right guy?what if he's not kind and perfect as I thought? Should I'll be able to tell him no I was wrong and I don't wanna marry you, but I don't even know why I'm thinking this when i know that i love him. My heart wanna explode, what should I do when I meet him?