AWAKE

it's 3:32 am and I can't sleep, I don't know why but I'm not enjoying my vacations as I thought soon my life is gonna change or maybe not. 

It's been a year since I didn't type nothing new it's just that I didn't have time, I've been working hard since the 2016 and all days coming back late and tired my mind was somewhere else. The day I was waiting for is coming cause soon my babito will be here ☺ 

I've been waiting for this year so much for almost three years and now a mix of emotions inside of me makes me feel nervous, anxious and stressed. 

He wanna marry me and I want it too but I can't help my mind to think many times what if he's not the right guy?what if he's not kind and perfect as I thought? Should I'll be able to tell him no I was wrong and I don't wanna marry you, but I don't even know why I'm thinking this when i know that i love him. My heart wanna explode, what should I do when I meet him?