His time..

Mi amor I don´t pretend to own your time it´s just that I miss you so much and I just want to feel you near me because the whole time you work I miss you so much. I think after all that we talk i need more, you was right cause I was getting used to spend all my time with you even there were times when you didn´t sleep well because of me and I felt guilty.

Poor my babito all days sleeping bad, but you know something, in the future I won´t sleep neither watching your face while u sleep like a sweet baby, this days also I have to go back to school and almost all my time is gonna be in my tasks, but I will made a time to see u on skype, cause it´s not the same when we just chat on line. As we said when the days pass and we don´t see us it´s better cause we miss us very much, and we long for your friday night and my friday morning.

Many couples don´t have this problem but we do, I think ldl is just for brave people who dare to wait until that day when u can hug your true love, but also it´s a true love, a love that don´t see physical appearance but the soul and the true feelings, those feelings that you made me discover day by day.

I believe that if our love is able to resist the distance and time it´s able to everything, even in the worst days that normal couples can resist.

We yearn with love our wedding day when my whole family knows you and your family knows me, the day when I will be yours and you will be mine in front of God and our loved ones, so baby let´s keep in touch like we do, that every day with you is sweet for me, and every day I realized how much I wanna spend my life with you, cause I make you happy and you make me happy =D.

Meeting mum

Finally my babito had a free week for vacations, amd as all  years mum went to see him and spend the whole week with him, I was nervous cause he told me before that mum knew about me already, so I was very very nervous but finally when she was there I wanted see her, and say hi mum.

He told me that mum is shy and maybe she didn´t want me to see her, but at least I could see her cooking and hearing her laugh, she said that I´m better that his exes and that I´m very shining, I wanted tell her many things, but I don´t speak her language and she doesn´t speak english so babito had to translate everything for us, she saw my photos too and said that I´m pretty.

At first when babito talk with her about me she thought that it doesn´t make sense and that it won´t work, but our love is so strong, mi babito was just listening but he never gave up and tried to calm down mum saying that we´re gonna make everything that we can to be together forever.

Mum after all this long conversation finally decided that if we can reach that dream and finally meet each other and get married she won´t refuse our decision and she´s gonna accept me like a new daughter. Babito and mum spent a nice week shopping, cooking, cleaning and talking about many things that they couldn´t do before, he always shared their photos with me telling me about every detail that happens with them, he made me feel like if I was there with him.

Saddly the week ends and mum had to return to home, that day my babito was sad and finally when mum leave the house they cried, I felt so sad for them, I wanted to be there with him to hug him and dry his tears but I couldn´t.

I realized that my love miss mum very much, I hope one day she can live with us in the same house, teaching me how to cook all the dishes that babito likes and talking with me about my sweetie baby and his childhood, I know finally one day she will decide that and we never are gonna separate again.

His voice..
he is special, he can convert a sad day into a joyful day, making magic with his voice he can everything, I do not know how many songs he has dedicated to me but he always manages to rob me a smile, I remember when sometimes I felt sad after talk with him everythig was better for me, I felt hope that the problems would go and he will be here with me.
I wanna give him a surprise and sing for him too one day, to make him feel my love and that I´m thankful for all the love that he makes me feel.
Now the time is going fast, we have 2 months already, 2 months full of love, who says that asians guys are cold and if so then i has met the most affectionate and warm asian guy that I could meet, even when he is not right next to me I can feel all his love in every word, every song, every kiss that he sent me, the way he looks at me, how much he wants me, and all the time that he spends with me.
At first I was so sad waiting to the next morning to talk with my sweetie again, missing him so much, and when and when morning comes the first thing I did was grab my phone and see if he sent any message. We fought many times because of that, I wanted talk until late but he wanted sleep, or he wanted to send me to sleep, but I was like a naughty baby always asking for a little more, cause I just had a couple hours with my love. I remember the first time that I told him "I love you" he didn´t know what to answer me, at first I did not know why but the he told me that none of his girlfriends had told him "I love you" before to him, I was surprised, how can it be possible? if they were his girlfriends, how they had never told him these sweet words that is in the mouth of every person in love, he said that for him was fine cause he was just happy loving them and no matter if they say it or not. But I made him realize that you need to hear it when someone loves you these sweet words. in every kinf of relationship you need to hear it to know it, cause it´s part of the feelings and the moment. He was in shock, saying that i was so different from them, cause he was feeling for first time how it feels to be loved, and since then he is used to hear that and answer the same, cause we love very much.