The Day Is Coming 
Finally the day has come after more than two years my baby is about to come, he spent many thing to get the visa cause this will be his first travel abroad, he went to the Peruvian embassy in Beijing and he was kind of confused and worried cause all the files he needed to take to the embassy and he stayed in Beijing more than two weeks after feel stressed and worried we fought once cause he told me about the money and those things that made us anger but when we fought I stopped it and told him that we shouldn't lose our hope even if we can't have a big wedding like I wanted doesn't matter cause the important is that he can come to see me and that we can be together after all this time. We kept in touch frequently and finally when they called to embassy again they told him that his visa was ready and he didn't even need an interview 😀 ohhhh I was so happy when he called me to tell me that finally he got the visa we cried a little cause this moment realizing that the day is nearby each day 😍

AWAKE

it's 3:32 am and I can't sleep, I don't know why but I'm not enjoying my vacations as I thought soon my life is gonna change or maybe not. 

It's been a year since I didn't type nothing new it's just that I didn't have time, I've been working hard since the 2016 and all days coming back late and tired my mind was somewhere else. The day I was waiting for is coming cause soon my babito will be here ☺ 

I've been waiting for this year so much for almost three years and now a mix of emotions inside of me makes me feel nervous, anxious and stressed. 

He wanna marry me and I want it too but I can't help my mind to think many times what if he's not the right guy?what if he's not kind and perfect as I thought? Should I'll be able to tell him no I was wrong and I don't wanna marry you, but I don't even know why I'm thinking this when i know that i love him. My heart wanna explode, what should I do when I meet him? 

A long time has passed

Probably now u are asking yourself, why a long time has passed and she didn´t write something?

Well, actually I didn´t have time enough to write since I´m working and studying at the same time...yes I´m doing it, both things a the same time, I´ve been working since July in a hotel, doing my practice and I have to admit that I like my job in the hotel, it´s the first time for me working here and I´ve learned many things, maybe now is a little thing cause I´m a housekeeping but I´m sure in the future I can lead a team of housekeeping, that´s why I´m learning now.

My classes started on september and this is my last year in university,,,finally I feel I can breath, I had to do it soon or later, and now cause I´m working I can pay my university, and I feel more responsible handle my own things and my future, in the other hand is my baby Song Yang, dealing with his troubles to find a job, mi amor is desperate for work, I can understand him cause now our pressure is bigger since we planed our married for next year, he is so excited about that but still feels there is a big rock in front cause he can´t find a job yet, I don´t know how much he´s gonna take to  come here but I´m gonna  wait, I made him a promise and because of my love and because of that promise I´m gonna wait, I don´t wanna marry with other guy, just with him, all my life with him...I know some people will say I´m crazy and I´m wasting my time but I trust him and I have confidence on hus words when he says he loves me more than I can imagine, and I feel the same for him.

This are the news so far and now I´m gonna sleep cause tomorrow early I have to wake up early and be ready for work...Good night mi amor >3<

24/7 with babito

It has been a weird week, mi babito is not working these days cause he resigned his job and now is searching a new one, I supported him and gave him encouragement cause I know he can find a better job where he can feels better and useful anyway he needed a rest.

My classes didn´t start yet so I have time to spend with him, the time that I always wanted =) ....so these two weeks has been like crazys, waking up all days knowing that he will be there, we fought just two times and nothing else, cause we wanted appreciate the free time that we both have.

I thought after many days watching and talking with him I would be tired and boring but that didn´t happen on the contrary I wanna keep watching him everyday, and share time together.

This week we did many things together like a real couple who lives together, we went to the supermarket, we ccoked, we watched "The wlaking dead", we bathed Tony and Brownie, we talked many things and kissed a lot n_n and he saw me using my pajamas, mi amor says I look sexy with that pajamas which make me feel shy, anyway one day he will see me wearing that pajama...

After this long vacation I feel more sure that he is the one, my soulmate who does everything to make me happy, and I feel that I wanna make him happy too, when I see him smiling my heart melts and I just wanna keep doing it.

Now March almost finish and we are closer to meet each other, xD I´m soooo happy that finally I´ve found my other half complement, who will take care of me and gonna love me always, mi babito <3

Happy Chinese New Year!!

The last week was amazing and full of emotions, my teddy bear went to his hometown to spend the new year with all his family like all years, but this year there was something new....Me!!!!

My baby told me that last years he was to spend for all this long travel to hometown alone, waiting the train alone, spending the time alone but this year everything was different cause I was there with him sharing his vacations and his travel with him, of course in the distance but I was there...he told me that I brought him happiness, good time and love....so sweet that melts my heart, i didn´t expect that.

Since he arrived in Harbin I met all his world, dad and mum were very kind with my baby, gave him food and take good care of him, so I could meet them very well, mum knew there I was talking with him all the trip. I met all his aunts and uncles, I think all his family is lovely and very warm, some of them think that I´m prettier that his exes hahaha =P

After a long week my baby was happy I could feel it, he told me TE AMO...in spanish sounds different and he was so lovely with me, kissing me all the time, I told him, that I wanna be there as soon as possible to meet him.

I was happy cause I could meet all his family but I was sad too cause I missed him a lot, I couldn´t see him for one week so I was feelins so anxious to see him again, finally he came back very uncomfortable in the train btw...but he was happy and entertaining with my company :P

We are a weird couple, sometime I miss him crazily but others I don´t miss him too much, must be cause the distance that make more sensible until a moment when I cry cause he´s not here with me when I feel so lonely, but it´s not his fault or mine it´s just the circumstances of this relationship.

Putting aside the sad moments this person came to my life for good things and I´m happy for that, not always ur boyfriend can be ur best friend, but I´m lucky for that.

Christmas time!!! 

And the time passes very fast, we almost have 5 months "together" in our way. Only one more year and my baby is gonna be here, and we can make true many of our dreams together =D

I´m waiting for that moment with all my heart, even when I feel nervous, it´s more my happiness and my anxiety to see him and feel his warm hug.

The last days we argued much cause I took his advices in a wrong way and cause maybe I never expected him to tell me all this serious things about my future and tell me my defects cause I thought in his eyes I was perfect, but that is not true nobody is perfect. I made him lost his patience with me and tell me that is tired to try to explain me the things, I know I need to mature and soon, he loves my sweetness and innocence but I know he doesn´t wanna marry with a kid, also after talk with my best friend I knew he was right and all his intention was give me a good advice for my future life.

He told me I´m perfect for him but in this working world I need to be 100% perfect to compete and find a good job, which I love to do and I´m good, finally mi amor my intention never was argue with you, this happens only sometimes and I think is not bad cause all couples have argue, but the difference is that we can´t separated more than one day, and we always learn a good lesson that make us grow up as persons. Tomorrow is christmas eve and my baby wanna spend it with me learning about my tradition and my family, maybe we are not together this special night sweetie, but I´m gonna pray to baby jesus to gives me the best gift in the next year, and that we can keep together more more more time....I know this gonna be a special christmas eve cause my baby is gonna be with me like always in the dinstance, I just keep having faith :) Merry Christmas mi amor!!!! 

Happy 100일 Mi Amor

Yesterday my babito and I fulfill 100 days, he made me a very nice surprise, wearing a bear suit he started singing some lyrics written by himself about me and our relationship. The sweetest bear in the world was standing in front of me and I could only smile and don´t talk cause I didn´t wannna make him feel nervous but inside of me I wanted to run toward him, give him a big hug and then kiss him.

But that wasn´t everything, he also bought me red roses =D I was so happy, those are my first roses from a guy, but these are even more important cause he´s gonna be my husband too hihihi...;)

I prepared for him a photo with our hands together making a heart, we sayed when he comes to my country we´re gonna take lots of photos of our hands together...meanwhile I had to do this one, nothing is impossible if we wanna stay together.

I´m happy cause even after we had some problems and discussions we are still together fighting againts time to keep our love fresh and continue falling in love each day, cause this is how he is, and this is how he teach me to be every day, and I´m very lucky to have the best boyfriend and man in the world, I know he is not perfect, cause nobody can be perfect but he is very close to be one.

I hope we can still together 100, 200, 300 days more and write how happy I am to be with him, but that depends on the two of us and our desire to stay together even though the distance separates us FOR NOW. Don´t worry mi amor soon very soon we are gonna be together and we will be able to do everything that we have dreamed.